imontemayor

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 00:21:55 GMT

nothing too good, new or interesting....
man, i wish someone read this journal, am i interesting enough???
damn that is not hte way i am gonna attract people into reading this, but then, what do i have to do....
i don't have a clue, i've posted like 20 comments already in other people's journals, but no one has given me one, that is unfair....
anyway until someone reads i am just gonna keep wirting, hopefully everyday, except for saturday cuz that day i don't think i can...
just to catch your attention let me tell you, i think i am more than one...
in my mind there are some other me's that sometimes take me by surprise....
please read this... goodbye

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 06:18:09 GMT

i got back, we are ok, we always are okay...
i don't know for sure what to do with my life, i think is probably time for me to start making choices and sticking to them...
lately, my head almost always hurts
i must be getting real sick...
i'd be to f***ed up to notice when it happens...

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 01:16:28 GMT

~~this is how i feel~~

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 01:14:43 GMT

my head feels numb, i am going to my gf later on and i don't want to, is gonna be 3 or 4 continous hours of fighting i don't wanna hurt her, nor to get hurt myself...
i wish someone was reading this...
haha so pathetic...

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 22:46:20 GMT

my girlfriend wants out, i wouldn't blame her, i mean i am not the best bf around... anyway she wants me to take the blame for everything, i am afraid i can't deal with that... not anymore

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 20:58:47 GMT

how can i start, if i don't have a begining...

i'll come back later with a begining