urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor imontemayor imontemayor 2004-07-29T00:21:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor:1695 2004-07-29T00:21:55Z 2004-07-29T00:21:55Z nothing too good, new or interesting....<br />man, i wish someone read this journal, am i interesting enough???<br />damn that is not hte way i am gonna attract people into reading this, but then, what do i have to do....<br />i don't have a clue, i've posted like 20 comments already in other people's journals, but no one has given me one, that is unfair....<br />anyway until someone reads i am just gonna keep wirting, hopefully everyday, except for saturday cuz that day i don't think i can...<br />just to catch your attention let me tell you, i think i am more than one...<br />in my mind there are some other me's that sometimes take me by surprise....<br />please read this... goodbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor:1470 2004-07-28T06:18:09Z 2004-07-28T06:18:09Z i got back, we are ok, we always are okay...<br />i don't know for sure what to do with my life, i think is probably time for me to start making choices and sticking to them...<br />lately, my head almost always hurts<br />i must be getting real sick...<br />i'd be to f***ed up to notice when it happens... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor:1059 2004-07-28T01:16:28Z 2004-07-28T01:16:28Z <strike>this is how i feel</strike> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor:975 2004-07-28T01:14:43Z 2004-07-28T01:14:43Z my head feels numb, i am going to my gf later on and i don't want to, is gonna be 3 or 4 continous hours of fighting i don't wanna hurt her, nor to get hurt myself...<br />i wish someone was reading this...<br />haha so pathetic... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor:584 2004-07-27T22:46:20Z 2004-07-27T22:46:20Z my girlfriend wants out, i wouldn't blame her, i mean i am not the best bf around... anyway she wants me to take the blame for everything, i am afraid i can't deal with that... not anymore urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:imontemayor:257 2004-07-26T20:58:47Z 2004-07-26T20:58:47Z how can i start, if i don't have a begining...<br /><br />i'll come back later with a begining